Ahhhh... I am so happy that I am still able to use my blogger. XD Anyways, life is good and getting better. I finally found the girl that I will surely love and take care for the rest of my life. Her name is Veronica Moura. I met her at UCC by the cafeteria. I wasn't actually "love at first sight" because I was trying to get someone else which is one of her friends. It's funny how we actually met. Anyways, I'm going to fast forward the story. 4/2/11, me, Veronica, her sister and friends went to movies somewhere in Clifton. Then fast forward again, we got home like around midnight and her parents wasnt home yet so I decided to wait till her parents got home. Around one in the morning, her parents finally got home and I decided to leave because it was very late already. I told her to stay inside the house because it was cold and I didnt want her to get sick. Outta no where, she followed me and called my name. She told me that she was going to ask a question but she was afraid to ask me. So I told her that I was going to listen. Then the question popped out, and I got shocked, "Will you be my boyfriend?" So I told her, "No... but will you be my girlfriend?" then everything started on that day until now.
You know, she is the only person who can actually see me. Ive never thought that someone would love me for who I am. I know that I dont have that "DREAM GUY" that mosly girls want but she accepted me for who I am. She is the reason why I am not giving up. She is the reason why I am still alive. I want to give everything I have to her. I want to take care of her and never leave her by her side. I want to walk in front of the alter and wait 'till she comes. I want her to be the mother of my kids. Well, not for now because we are still young. :) But you know, I want to give everything to her, even though I dont get what I want, as soon as she gets her first. :)
I love you Veronica!!! For ever and ever. And I will always be on your side... that's a promise for a lifetime. :)
Friday, August 12, 2011
Friday, February 4, 2011
What should I do???
How can I tell you how much I love you? I wanna tell you everything from my heart but I am afraid that you might not listen to me anymore. I wanna say these words again but I am afraid that you might ignore it. What should I do? I can't get you out from my head. No matter what I do, you only see me as your brother. It hurts me, killing me slowly like a poison. I dont know what to, I want to explode, I want you to know everything about me. But how can I do? Will you listen to me again? Will you give me a time to tell you everything my heart wants to tell to you? I know that I am pretty fast at these but, I can still wait for a month? or probably a year? or 3 years? I will wait... I really want you to know what is in my heart, what it want to say.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
You make me smile...
Ughz. I don't even know why I am typing this but I want everybody to know what I feel.
Sometimes, you just can't let it go because you know it is very important in your life.
You know that you cant forget something because it already made a lot of memories.
Oh well, let me get to the point. I am in love to this person. LIKE, love love that even my heart is telling this to me. Weird eh? Well, thats the truth. Im in love with this girl... how do I know? I just cant forget her... because she is very important to me... to my life. She totally changed my life. I remember that day that I saw her at karaoke night at school. Oh man, it was a love at first sight... well, maybe just like because I wasn't that sure. I was just type of guy that when I see something cool... then I gonna love it. I was like a kid that when I see a new toy, I wanna have it right away. So, I didnt take that seriously. Then the next karaoke night came... but that night was special to me. I have never have the guts to talk straight to a girl without asking someone to help me. Like, gonna ask my friend to introduce me to girl I like. Then I got a chance to dance with her. Yeah, maybe you can tell that it is not love, well true, it wasnt but that night was amazing for me.
Then months passed by and we got to hang out with my friends at this place. It was the day that we went to Babo at Jersey City. Oh, that day was a lot of craziness. That day was when I was able to see some of her... I MEAN HER PERSONALITY, which I like. Then went to mall with her.. and got this feelings about her. I know guys... it was pretty fast but you know that kind of feeling that when you feel that this person is special? Well, she was special... very special because I had noticed to myself that ever since I met her, I have never gotten angry or feel depress. I always thought of being happiness when I always around with her. Like, I can totally open... say everything to her. Like, I can show to her who is the real me... she changed me.
I've never cared about someone.. but only her. I always want to know if she is alright. WELL, I AM NOT BEING A STALKER... THATS A NO NO NO! XD I always think of her if she is doing alright... specially when it was snowing. Because I am afraid that something might happen to her. Take my money away.. or kick me from my house.. or take away all of my stuff, but not her. She is everything to me... she become apart of my life already.
You know what... everytime I feel sad, I look at her. Everytime I am depressed or angry... I just think of her smile. It is crazy but thats the real thing... I love her and I am afraid to lose her. She is everything to me...
I love her... and I am willing to sacrifice everything I have. I love you.
Sometimes, you just can't let it go because you know it is very important in your life.
You know that you cant forget something because it already made a lot of memories.
Oh well, let me get to the point. I am in love to this person. LIKE, love love that even my heart is telling this to me. Weird eh? Well, thats the truth. Im in love with this girl... how do I know? I just cant forget her... because she is very important to me... to my life. She totally changed my life. I remember that day that I saw her at karaoke night at school. Oh man, it was a love at first sight... well, maybe just like because I wasn't that sure. I was just type of guy that when I see something cool... then I gonna love it. I was like a kid that when I see a new toy, I wanna have it right away. So, I didnt take that seriously. Then the next karaoke night came... but that night was special to me. I have never have the guts to talk straight to a girl without asking someone to help me. Like, gonna ask my friend to introduce me to girl I like. Then I got a chance to dance with her. Yeah, maybe you can tell that it is not love, well true, it wasnt but that night was amazing for me.
Then months passed by and we got to hang out with my friends at this place. It was the day that we went to Babo at Jersey City. Oh, that day was a lot of craziness. That day was when I was able to see some of her... I MEAN HER PERSONALITY, which I like. Then went to mall with her.. and got this feelings about her. I know guys... it was pretty fast but you know that kind of feeling that when you feel that this person is special? Well, she was special... very special because I had noticed to myself that ever since I met her, I have never gotten angry or feel depress. I always thought of being happiness when I always around with her. Like, I can totally open... say everything to her. Like, I can show to her who is the real me... she changed me.
I've never cared about someone.. but only her. I always want to know if she is alright. WELL, I AM NOT BEING A STALKER... THATS A NO NO NO! XD I always think of her if she is doing alright... specially when it was snowing. Because I am afraid that something might happen to her. Take my money away.. or kick me from my house.. or take away all of my stuff, but not her. She is everything to me... she become apart of my life already.
You know what... everytime I feel sad, I look at her. Everytime I am depressed or angry... I just think of her smile. It is crazy but thats the real thing... I love her and I am afraid to lose her. She is everything to me...
I love her... and I am willing to sacrifice everything I have. I love you.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
This is the best of the best months ever I've ever have!
I did not expect that I am going to have two jobs at the same time while I am in vocation. Because I have two jobs, I was able to buy a new laptop for myself and I am very happy for that. I am also happy that after what had happened, all of the problems is now being clear and I know that very soon, it will be smooth again as it was. Thank you for someone who helped even though that it wasnt his job to make everything settled. Thank you so much bro.
But, there's only one thing that making my sad. Pass few days, an unexpected news came out. My favorite pop star died because of Cadial Arrest, also known as heart attack. Michael Jackson, you are the best and we will never forget you.
But, there's only one thing that making my sad. Pass few days, an unexpected news came out. My favorite pop star died because of Cadial Arrest, also known as heart attack. Michael Jackson, you are the best and we will never forget you.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Sadness is coming on his way...
I am afraid that I might not able to see you guys again. I'm going back to Philippines and I am not sure if I could still get back to the US or not. I am also afraid that I might not able to tell the truth to someone how much I really love her. I've been asking myself on what to do. How can I ignore this kind of problems that I am having. I wish that I could pass through these kind of problems.
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