Yay! Finally Im back on blogging!!

Ahhhh... I am so happy that I am still able to use my blogger. XD Anyways, life is good and getting better. I finally found the girl that I will surely love and take care for the rest of my life. Her name is Veronica Moura. I met her at UCC by the cafeteria. I wasn't actually "love at first sight" because I was trying to get someone else which is one of her friends. It's funny how we actually met. Anyways, I'm going to fast forward the story. 4/2/11, me, Veronica, her sister and friends went to movies somewhere in Clifton. Then fast forward again, we got home like around midnight and her parents wasnt home yet so I decided to wait till her parents got home. Around one in the morning, her parents finally got home and I decided to leave because it was very late already. I told her to stay inside the house because it was cold and I didnt want her to get sick. Outta no where, she followed me and called my name. She told me that she was going to ask a question but she was afraid to ask me. So I told her that I was going to listen. Then the question popped out, and I got shocked, "Will you be my boyfriend?" So I told her, "No... but will you be my girlfriend?" then everything started on that day until now.

You know, she is the only person who can actually see me. Ive never thought that someone would love me for who I am. I know that I dont have that "DREAM GUY" that mosly girls want but she accepted me for who I am. She is the reason why I am not giving up. She is the reason why I am still alive. I want to give everything I have to her. I want to take care of her and never leave her by her side. I want to walk in front of the alter and wait 'till she comes. I want her to be the mother of my kids. Well, not for now because we are still young. :) But you know, I want to give everything to her, even though I dont get what I want, as soon as she gets her first. :)

I love you Veronica!!! For ever and ever. And I will always be on your side... that's a promise for a lifetime. :)

What should I do???

How can I tell you how much I love you? I wanna tell you everything from my heart but I am afraid that you might not listen to me anymore. I wanna say these words again but I am afraid that you might ignore it. What should I do? I can't get you out from my head. No matter what I do, you only see me as your brother. It hurts me, killing me slowly like a poison. I dont know what to, I want to explode, I want you to know everything about me. But how can I do? Will you listen to me again? Will you give me a time to tell you everything my heart wants to tell to you? I know that I am pretty fast at these but, I can still wait for a month? or probably a year? or 3 years? I will wait... I really want you to know what is in my heart, what it want to say.

You make me smile...

Ughz. I don't even know why I am typing this but I want everybody to know what I feel.
Sometimes, you just can't let it go because you know it is very important in your life.
You know that you cant forget something because it already made a lot of memories.
Oh well, let me get to the point. I am in love to this person. LIKE, love love that even my heart is telling this to me. Weird eh? Well, thats the truth. Im in love with this girl... how do I know? I just cant forget her... because she is very important to me... to my life. She totally changed my life. I remember that day that I saw her at karaoke night at school. Oh man, it was a love at first sight... well, maybe just like because I wasn't that sure. I was just type of guy that when I see something cool... then I gonna love it. I was like a kid that when I see a new toy, I wanna have it right away. So, I didnt take that seriously. Then the next karaoke night came... but that night was special to me. I have never have the guts to talk straight to a girl without asking someone to help me. Like, gonna ask my friend to introduce me to girl I like. Then I got a chance to dance with her. Yeah, maybe you can tell that it is not love, well true, it wasnt but that night was amazing for me.

Then months passed by and we got to hang out with my friends at this place. It was the day that we went to Babo at Jersey City. Oh, that day was a lot of craziness. That day was when I was able to see some of her... I MEAN HER PERSONALITY, which I like. Then went to mall with her.. and got this feelings about her. I know guys... it was pretty fast but you know that kind of feeling that when you feel that this person is special? Well, she was special... very special because I had noticed to myself that ever since I met her, I have never gotten angry or feel depress. I always thought of being happiness when I always around with her. Like, I can totally open... say everything to her. Like, I can show to her who is the real me... she changed me.

I've never cared about someone.. but only her. I always want to know if she is alright. WELL, I AM NOT BEING A STALKER... THATS A NO NO NO! XD I always think of her if she is doing alright... specially when it was snowing. Because I am afraid that something might happen to her. Take my money away.. or kick me from my house.. or take away all of my stuff, but not her. She is everything to me... she become apart of my life already.

You know what... everytime I feel sad, I look at her. Everytime I am depressed or angry... I just think of her smile. It is crazy but thats the real thing... I love her and I am afraid to lose her. She is everything to me...

I love her... and I am willing to sacrifice everything I have. I love you.

Guess what people!

I AM BACK!

Happy 4th of July!!

Yes! Fireworks again!! And more rides to come!

This is the best of the best months ever I've ever have!

I did not expect that I am going to have two jobs at the same time while I am in vocation. Because I have two jobs, I was able to buy a new laptop for myself and I am very happy for that. I am also happy that after what had happened, all of the problems is now being clear and I know that very soon, it will be smooth again as it was. Thank you for someone who helped even though that it wasnt his job to make everything settled. Thank you so much bro.

But, there's only one thing that making my sad. Pass few days, an unexpected news came out. My favorite pop star died because of Cadial Arrest, also known as heart attack. Michael Jackson, you are the best and we will never forget you.

Sadness is coming on his way...

I am afraid that I might not able to see you guys again. I'm going back to Philippines and I am not sure if I could still get back to the US or not. I am also afraid that I might not able to tell the truth to someone how much I really love her. I've been asking myself on what to do. How can I ignore this kind of problems that I am having. I wish that I could pass through these kind of problems.

Hello people!

How are you guys? It's been a long time, isn't? Well, who is taking ENG 111 for this coming Fall? If you are, let me know so we could take the class together again. It will be really awesome! Well, I have no idea if you guys still want to take the same class with me. HAHAHA!!!!

Anyways, have a nice summer and lets all rockin!

For everybody...

Hey guys! I've been having a problem with my AOL Email Account for almost a month and still, I couldn't open all the emails that you have sent to me. I just want you guys to know that I have another email that is working; herald_kakashi@yahoo.com

Send all your emails to that Yahoo Email. This is only temporary. Thank you.

Ahh... Why it is so hot?

OMG! It is so hot! I was lk riding my bike this afternoon and I could totally feel the super hot from the sun! WOOOOO

Oh well...

Good luck to everybody... hope that you guys will do good.

Oh, for all Asian people. Just send me the picture and music from your country. I might need them all for the 75th Anniversary of UCC. Send it to me at heraldkakashi@aol.com or herald_kakashi@yahoo.com. I'll be waiting for you guys.

For Melody and Jesus. Can you guys send the PowerPoint Presentation that we did for reading class? I might need it too.

Pissed off... so badly.

I am so pissed with my parents. Why they can't stop doing their own things. They are married and they MUST! work together and they MUST! understand each other. About my dad, he keeps calling her mother, which is my grandmother EVERYDAY! which is totally not good at all for the relationship. He must take care his own family and not the other family that he had already left. And here's the thing, my dad has been here for almost 10 years and been living with his parent. We, my mom and I just came here for 3 years, can't he just spend his whole time to us? Can't he just leave her mother alone? PLEASE! Jesus Christ! Can someone tell him to mind his own family.. THE RECENT ONE! And someone tell him to grow up! For my mom, can she just shut up? Always! Just a simple mistake, she take it so seriously. And, when she gets mad, she always put everything on me.

I just want to die... please, can someone just rescue me? Can I just hangout with someone? atleast for a day? I just want a peaceful environment. PLEASE...

Hello my friends...

Hello to everybody! I hope that I will feel better before we get back to school. OMG! I hate myself, because I can't even go anywhere. I have to go back and forth to the hospital for my daily check-up. Oh well, whatever, as soon as I get better... right guys? Oh yeah, it is not the only thing I have been doing for this spring break. My teacher from high school contact me to help for their school play. She gave me the wonderful task... doing the lights and the sound system. Oh yeah, I am so happy with that!

My everyday life...

4:00 am = Wake up time
4:30 am = Breakfast
5:00 am = Bath
6:00 am = Just wasting my time
7:30 am = News12 New Jersey
8:00 am = At school
1:00 pm = Doing homeworks
2:30 pm = Internet
4:00 pm = Eating something
5:00 pm = Online Games
7:00 pm = Dinner
8:00 pm = Online Tournament
11:30 pm = Watching T.V.
12:30 am = Midnight snack
1:00 am = Either still watching or I am sleeping

Likes and Hates about people.

Likes :
1. Honest, the most important.
2. Kind.
3. People who can understand.
4. In love with music.
5. Not a traitor.
6. True.

Hates :
1. Backstabber.
2. Liar.
3. B**CH.
4. Racist.
5. Who hates everything.
6. Who thinks that they are the best.
7. Who hurts my friends.
8. People call themselves "Princess" or "Prince"


*I will update this blog.*

People I do not like but I do not hate.

I am pissed off because of what happened this morning. First of all, if you want to say something to someone, say it in front of their faces and not on their back. That's how I call, a BACKSTABBER. I do not want those kind of people. Second, where were you sitting from the first class of writing? I think, you were sitting on the right-side corner of the room. And I THINK, you should not have changed seats. Oh well, you are so lucky that I did not embarrass you to everybody because I am still a nice person. But guess what, if this kind of thing happen again, you better get ready for me because I will smack my words right on your face... down to your throat.

One more thing... HEY! Girl, you are very nice person. The only problem is that, you picked a wrong person to be your friend. So, you better get the hell out from her before she stab your back.

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127 Secrets , updated 4-28-2009 #128.

1. My name is Herald Copio
2. Born in Philippines
3. DOB is 05-21-91
4. I freaking love my best friends to death
5. Single... looking for someone. <3
6. I totally love Koreans, Chinese, Taiwanese, Japanese, and Filipinas because they
are really cute.
7. I also love blond girls for some reason.
8. Cold weather drives me crazy.
9. I freaking love Lady GaGa and Demi Lovato.
10. I compose one song for at least 3 months.
11. Songs that I made is really awesome because it represent my entire life.
12. I take a bathe 2 times a day when it is weekdays, 3 times a day for weekends.
13. You can tell that I love being in the water.
14. I always have my iPod on while I am taking a bathe. Just to not get bored.
15. Some people wants to know my weight so they pick me up.
16. I am small but My stomach is so big that I can eat the entire restaurant if I
want to.
17. I never judge anybody by their looks.
18. I learn the 5 stages of fatness : There's big, healthy, husky, fluffy, and DAMN!
19. Favorite thing to do when I get bored is to sleep.
20. I've never dreamed in my whole life and I don't know why.
21. But I always daydreaming... specially in a boring classes.
22. You'll see that I'm just going to bang my head to the desk then gone.
23. I love my iPod so much.
24. It gives me energy to rock everyday.
25. I love cellphones but I hate mine because it is freaking too old.
26. I get disturb easily.
27. I hate people asking too many questions.
28. I get pissed off when people do those kind of things.
29. I am allergic with retard people... *lol*
30. I do not want to stick around with a loser people because I do not want to be
one of them.
31. Don't worry, I always let people know when they are in my retard people club.
32. Myspace, Facebook, Friendster, Meebo, StickAM, and ooVoo is my pass time.
33. I am trying to say freaking than F***ing so that, it will not hurt that much.
34. I hate to hate people but do not cross the line or I will be your worst enemy.
35. And don't worry, cuz I rarely get mad.
36. YES! I'm turning 18 on May 21st.
37. But it doesn't mean that I will smoke.
38. I promised to myself that I will never smoke nor drink.
39. Whenever I walk, I always say "I wish I could teleport" just because I am kinda
lazy.
40. Music makes me forget all of my problems.
41. '08 is the most memorable year for me.
42. I've changed a lot.
43. But I miss my old times.
44. I am a random person.
45. Jersey makes me bored.
46. Old places, old streets, and too much old people. *LOL*
47. I'm a pure Asian.
48. Proud to be Filipino.
49. I have a collection of stuff toys and do not ask me why I do that.
50. Because like what I said, I hate people asking me question.
51. My favorite word to say is "WOW"
52. If it is good or bad thing, I keep saying WOW.
53. That's why some of my friends call me Mr. WOW.
54. I attended Rahway High School for 2 years.
55. People knew me because of my good personality.
56. I was also in Broadcasting class, doing the special announcements.
57. I was also performed for the show called "Anything Goes" and also danced for
winter concert and spring concert.
58. I don't complain that much because I am wearing a bracelet saying, "A Complaint
Free World" in short, Anti- Complains
59. I do not want people who thinks that their are better than others.
60. Sometimes, I just want to smack their faces down to the ground.
61. I do not want people who thinks that their are weak because I do not believe
with that.
62. I believe that all of us are equal.
63. I do not care if you are rich or poor, or white or black, as long as we could
be a good friends, we are cool.
64. Some people ask my why I am small.
65. The only thing I answer, "Because I born to be cute."
66. I really hate advertisements from the websites. They are so annoying.
67. I am not afraid from anything or anyone.
68. Friends are like my brothers and sisters because I do not have any siblings.
69. I hate this number for some reason.
70. I love my friends so much.
71. Bike is my number one transportation.
72. I do not want to have a mini-van.
73. I dream is to drive a sports car.
74. "Losing your dream is more painful than dying."
75. "To have a precious someone to protect will you become truly strong."
76. "In Order to escape a road of solitude, one has to work hard, and forge a new
path with their own power."
77. People thinks that I am 14 or 15 years old.
78. But I am happy that I look young than being look like a old man.
79. At my age, I already have little bit of Grey hair.
80. I love to attend CYO Meetings. That is for the church program.
81. I am excited to upgrade my freaking old phone.
82. I want Blackberry 8330 Curve or just a Sumsung Rant.
83. I might also change my iPod.
84. I would take more pain than dying because I know that the pain is just a
temporary feeling in life.
85. Born to be loving and caring person.
86. I do not want to break someone's feeling.
87. It might hurt my feelings too.
88. 12 or 1am is my sleeping time.
89. Then waking up at 5am in the morning is not a big deal.
90. I love joining online game tournaments.
91. But I've never won in any of my games but I am still happy.
92. I stayed up 30 hours after the graduation party.
93. It was the craziest thing I've done.
94. I love Tap dancing so much.
95. Right now, I can't think of anything.
96. I am very talkative.
97. I am so happy that I am almost done with this 100 Secrets.
98. I would like to thank people who read this.
99. Take care, good luck, and God bless is my favorite thing to say before I leave.
100. And sign of peace as always.
101. I do not like people who hurt my friends.(2.27-2009)
102. I do not like B***HES.
103. I write people's name on my Hated List if I really need to.
104. Do not force me to write your name on my Hated List because you will meet my
evil side.
105. I can embarrass someone in front of people.
106. I have a stereotype about "DOMINICANS".
107. They have all same freaking attitudes that you will never understand.
108. And most of them thinks that they are better than others.
109. I hate cheaters!
110. I do not like people who talks behind someone's back.
111. So if you guys want to say something about me, say it in front of me.
112. When I get really mad, I do a lot of crazy things just to pissed off who ever
made me mad.
113. My favorite line when I get mad, "Shut the hell up before I kick your teeth
down to your throat."
114. And do not let me say those words because I am going to do it.
115. You can tell that I am mad from #101 to #114.
116. Next time, I will put their names, so that you guys know who I am talking about.
117. I hope that someone will able to stop me.
118. I do not want people who talks a lot... the samething.
119. I was sick... broken bones and some of appendicitis. (3-21-2009)
120. But I feel better after going in and out from the hospital.
121. My teacher from high school invited me to help the school play.
122. Of course, I am so happy to be back because I love school plays.
123. And yes, it is one of my dreams when I truly grow up.
124. Oh man, I only have 6 free text messages left in my cell phone account.
125. But I can't wait for the due date so I can have my 300 free text messages back.
126. LOL! I have been keeping my 6 free text messages for 5 days.
127. And that made me so bored.
128. I wanted to tell someone but I can't do it.(4-28-2009)
129. I'm a little bit scared for the result.
130. Guess what? I love to make poems and songs.

Depths of Me : January 28 ; 9:22pm

Get to know me a little better. The questions that really help you to know me. Have fun.
If you could live in any other place, where & why?	I would live at France because it is very a romantic place for me and peaceful.
What animal best represents you & why?	Puppy because I'm very loving person.
What is the craziest thing you ever did?	When I swore infront of school principal.
If you could meet anyone, who would it be & why?	I would like to meet Pres. Obama so that, I can share some of my ideas that could help for all Americans.
If you could go back in time & live in any decade, which would it be & why?	Maybe, 70's because I pretty like their outfits.
If you could have any superpower what would it be?	Invisible!
Whos is your ultimate celebrity crush?	Selena Gomez. LOL!
What color best represents you?	Orange
What would your life's theme song be?	I Feel Good.
Who would you cast to play you in a movie?	IDK yet.
What celebrity best represents your vision of fashion?	None.
What would your life movie be called?	Crazy Days of Crazy Life
What is the greatest music video of all time?	Shut Up and Let Me Go and That's Not My Name By Ting Tings
If you could star in any t.v. show, which one would it be?	Oprah? No thanks -.-
What vehicle best represents you?	Aston Martin
If you could bring back 1 famous person from the dead for a day, who & why?	Princess Diana because she helped a lot oof people.
If you became president, what would you do first?	Help people who are in need. Specially those people who are in the Shelter and Nursing home.
If you got one tattoo, what would it be?	Chinese Symbol of Love and Life
If you were on MTV's Made, what would you ask to be?	To be a Rockstar!
Who do you think is the hottest athlete?	Kelly Kelly from WWE Superstars
Who do you think is the hottest actor/actress?	Angelina Jolie...
Who do you think is the hottest musician/singer/rapper?	Demi Lovato and Lady GaGa
Who do you think is the hottest t.v. reality star?	Tyra Banks
What sport best represents you & why?	Boxing because even you are beaten, you will stand up and continue to fight for the sake of other people who you really love.
What is your most missed memory of childhood?	Pissing people with my bestfriend.
What is your greatest accomplishment?	Graduated from HS.