You make me smile...

Ughz. I don't even know why I am typing this but I want everybody to know what I feel.
Sometimes, you just can't let it go because you know it is very important in your life.
You know that you cant forget something because it already made a lot of memories.
Oh well, let me get to the point. I am in love to this person. LIKE, love love that even my heart is telling this to me. Weird eh? Well, thats the truth. Im in love with this girl... how do I know? I just cant forget her... because she is very important to me... to my life. She totally changed my life. I remember that day that I saw her at karaoke night at school. Oh man, it was a love at first sight... well, maybe just like because I wasn't that sure. I was just type of guy that when I see something cool... then I gonna love it. I was like a kid that when I see a new toy, I wanna have it right away. So, I didnt take that seriously. Then the next karaoke night came... but that night was special to me. I have never have the guts to talk straight to a girl without asking someone to help me. Like, gonna ask my friend to introduce me to girl I like. Then I got a chance to dance with her. Yeah, maybe you can tell that it is not love, well true, it wasnt but that night was amazing for me.

Then months passed by and we got to hang out with my friends at this place. It was the day that we went to Babo at Jersey City. Oh, that day was a lot of craziness. That day was when I was able to see some of her... I MEAN HER PERSONALITY, which I like. Then went to mall with her.. and got this feelings about her. I know guys... it was pretty fast but you know that kind of feeling that when you feel that this person is special? Well, she was special... very special because I had noticed to myself that ever since I met her, I have never gotten angry or feel depress. I always thought of being happiness when I always around with her. Like, I can totally open... say everything to her. Like, I can show to her who is the real me... she changed me.

I've never cared about someone.. but only her. I always want to know if she is alright. WELL, I AM NOT BEING A STALKER... THATS A NO NO NO! XD I always think of her if she is doing alright... specially when it was snowing. Because I am afraid that something might happen to her. Take my money away.. or kick me from my house.. or take away all of my stuff, but not her. She is everything to me... she become apart of my life already.

You know what... everytime I feel sad, I look at her. Everytime I am depressed or angry... I just think of her smile. It is crazy but thats the real thing... I love her and I am afraid to lose her. She is everything to me...

I love her... and I am willing to sacrifice everything I have. I love you.

Guess what people!

I AM BACK!

Happy 4th of July!!

Yes! Fireworks again!! And more rides to come!

This is the best of the best months ever I've ever have!

I did not expect that I am going to have two jobs at the same time while I am in vocation. Because I have two jobs, I was able to buy a new laptop for myself and I am very happy for that. I am also happy that after what had happened, all of the problems is now being clear and I know that very soon, it will be smooth again as it was. Thank you for someone who helped even though that it wasnt his job to make everything settled. Thank you so much bro.

But, there's only one thing that making my sad. Pass few days, an unexpected news came out. My favorite pop star died because of Cadial Arrest, also known as heart attack. Michael Jackson, you are the best and we will never forget you.

Sadness is coming on his way...

I am afraid that I might not able to see you guys again. I'm going back to Philippines and I am not sure if I could still get back to the US or not. I am also afraid that I might not able to tell the truth to someone how much I really love her. I've been asking myself on what to do. How can I ignore this kind of problems that I am having. I wish that I could pass through these kind of problems.

Hello people!

How are you guys? It's been a long time, isn't? Well, who is taking ENG 111 for this coming Fall? If you are, let me know so we could take the class together again. It will be really awesome! Well, I have no idea if you guys still want to take the same class with me. HAHAHA!!!!

Anyways, have a nice summer and lets all rockin!

For everybody...

Hey guys! I've been having a problem with my AOL Email Account for almost a month and still, I couldn't open all the emails that you have sent to me. I just want you guys to know that I have another email that is working; herald_kakashi@yahoo.com

Send all your emails to that Yahoo Email. This is only temporary. Thank you.