You make me smile...

Ughz. I don't even know why I am typing this but I want everybody to know what I feel.
Sometimes, you just can't let it go because you know it is very important in your life.
You know that you cant forget something because it already made a lot of memories.
Oh well, let me get to the point. I am in love to this person. LIKE, love love that even my heart is telling this to me. Weird eh? Well, thats the truth. Im in love with this girl... how do I know? I just cant forget her... because she is very important to me... to my life. She totally changed my life. I remember that day that I saw her at karaoke night at school. Oh man, it was a love at first sight... well, maybe just like because I wasn't that sure. I was just type of guy that when I see something cool... then I gonna love it. I was like a kid that when I see a new toy, I wanna have it right away. So, I didnt take that seriously. Then the next karaoke night came... but that night was special to me. I have never have the guts to talk straight to a girl without asking someone to help me. Like, gonna ask my friend to introduce me to girl I like. Then I got a chance to dance with her. Yeah, maybe you can tell that it is not love, well true, it wasnt but that night was amazing for me.

Then months passed by and we got to hang out with my friends at this place. It was the day that we went to Babo at Jersey City. Oh, that day was a lot of craziness. That day was when I was able to see some of her... I MEAN HER PERSONALITY, which I like. Then went to mall with her.. and got this feelings about her. I know guys... it was pretty fast but you know that kind of feeling that when you feel that this person is special? Well, she was special... very special because I had noticed to myself that ever since I met her, I have never gotten angry or feel depress. I always thought of being happiness when I always around with her. Like, I can totally open... say everything to her. Like, I can show to her who is the real me... she changed me.

I've never cared about someone.. but only her. I always want to know if she is alright. WELL, I AM NOT BEING A STALKER... THATS A NO NO NO! XD I always think of her if she is doing alright... specially when it was snowing. Because I am afraid that something might happen to her. Take my money away.. or kick me from my house.. or take away all of my stuff, but not her. She is everything to me... she become apart of my life already.

You know what... everytime I feel sad, I look at her. Everytime I am depressed or angry... I just think of her smile. It is crazy but thats the real thing... I love her and I am afraid to lose her. She is everything to me...

I love her... and I am willing to sacrifice everything I have. I love you.